Who are u?

"Am I better off dead?  

Am I better off a quitter?  

They say I'm better off now 

Than I ever was with her  

As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet.....

I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing.... "

                          ( The Script - Nothing )

p.s : Who are you? and who you think you are? I feel strong enough, although i've been yel your name when i remember both of us at last..

Tuhan,Jangan Cemburui Ke-Gila-an Ku..

Ini gila.

Kata Orang, ini gila.

Meski Tak Satu Orang Pun Ku bagi Untuk Tau Tentang "Gila" nya.

Batas Sadar dan Alam Mimpi Yang Perlahan Menjadi Samar.

Bukan! Bukan Aku yang Meminta!!

Dia Datang Atas Maunya, Tanpa Banyak Kata.

Membawa ke-Gila-an dan Semakin Membuat Hariku Bertambah Gila.

Dia Milikku! Sudah Jadi Milikku!

Tak Perlu Persetujuan Siapapun.

Tuhan, Tersenyumlah Melihat Tingkahku.

Bukankah Sudah Sering Ku Katakan, Ini Akan Segera Berakhir.

Setelah Singsingan Angkuhnya Fajar.

Ya, Aku Bangun!

Dia Hanya Datang Di Malamku, Setelah itu Berlalu Tanpa Jejak.

Siapa Dia? KAU Tentulah Lebih Tau.

Aku Hanya Melihatnya sesekali, Lewat Kaca Besar Ini.

Jadi, Aku Tau KAU tak Akan Cemburu.

Dia yang Begitu Jauh Di Bumi Asia Yang Lainnya.

Sedang KAU, lebih Dekat Dari Urat Nadiku.... 

And Now,I Think I'm Crazy! (part 1)

     Ordinary, even there are much better than him,and then? he's make my beat's heart fastest and i can't breath easy, when i think about him i feel my body up and down into the air..kwakwak! Do you think i'm crazy? it's reasonable. But  i just knew one , he's special and i never feel like this before with others. I called it's crazy because i never see or talk with him directly but i feel so close. Everytime i heard his voice or when i watched his show,i'm happy and i could died! hhaha...Oh God, i think i'm crazy now and i looks like teenage's fan whose so excited with their idol..LOL. Please don't think i'm falling in love with someone, it just like motivated for me because his get the success of carrer with his excelent academic achievment too. Not only that, he's the student body  president when he was Junior high school until he was studied in college. He's a leader! And the crazy think in my mind is i'll meet him someday, it's not only dream but i feel it wil be happen...( although, i's so far because he's in korea now..LOL)...
    It's not important note,right? but it's my expression and the other side of my life. I just get the success influenced from him and never think he'll be my couple standard in the future..hhaha. Just for sure, i'm (still) teenage and not a woman yet..so i can be lovely my idol..LOL ^^

With Tears,
      W N A